Are you searching for more meaning in your life? Would you like to live from a place of purpose and meaning? Are you looking for work that touches your soul, heart and spirit? Do you have a sense of what that might look like? Or are you baffled by these questions? Are you keen to discover YOUR answers and open the doors to your full potential?
I believe that to feel complete and whole is what drives us. To come to terms with the pains and wounds and shadows of our lives and find healing for them. You may not say in those words, but there is a search for freedom- from pain, doubt, fear, anxiety and insecurity. And your wounds are the routes to that freedom.
Each person’s journey is unique and brings with it, unique challenges. This discovery leaves us with questions about why we are here, what is fulfilling and meaningful to us and how we can bring this meaning to fruition for the improvement of our lives and the lives of those around us. And perhaps even the world at large. It doesn’t have to include your paid work, but I think that you would enjoy greater fulfilment in that work if it was aligned in some way to what has meaning and purpose for you.
Closing doors, turning off the lights
Annette Simmons explains it in Quantum Skills for Coaches like this. I paraphrase: you are like a house with many rooms. Each room represents a part of you: joy, love, curiosity, humour, playfulness, worthiness, confidence, truth, belief, trust, speaking up, integrity and so on. Every room had its door open and the Light on, at some point in your life. You were free to explore every inch of that house and you did. You visited regularly and life was a joyous adventure. Therefore, your Light shone on the world the way young people’s Light shines spontaneously, unapologetically and fiercely. However, some rooms you ended up closing the door to and plunging it into darkness. And so, your Light on the world became dimmed and your power and passion were diminished.
We get shamed, humiliated, hurt, disappointed, abused, violated, made bad or made wrong and we shut off to ourselves. It could be a harsh word, or a cruel action, a leaving, an absence, a lack of communication and many other things. It could be many small things over time, or it could be a single defining moment.
However it happens, we reach a point where we believe we have done something wrong and we hide that side of ourselves away in darkness. You might have been told off when you expressed unabashed joy at something, so really letting your joy show becomes unacceptable- so much so that you may not even allow yourself to feel joy or find joy in others unacceptable or wrong. Or perhaps adults in your youth did not keep their promises and so you find it hard to trust others? Maybe a parent did not show you love and so you think you are unlovable? Perhaps you had to step into the role of carer for parents, siblings, grandparents or yourself too soon and now you always prioritise others’ care rather than your own.
Follow your Bliss
Life then becomes a journey of rediscovering those rooms, opening the doors and turning the Lights back on. You do this by “following your bliss” as the great Joseph Campbell said. And the interesting thing about following your bliss is that you love it because it is longed for. Perhaps it has been missing or you did not have enough of it in the past. This longing leads you to one of your rooms, perhaps to many.
One example of this is from my own childhood. Talking openly was not something that happened in our household and so I have a longing for transparency, openness and truth. I see this in many people who had similar experiences to me. As a result, I believe, I have developed a fascination with philosophy (literally meaning “love of wisdom or truth”) and developed keen listening skills to help myself and others come to their own truth and wisdom through life coaching and facilitation.
Campbell’s full quote is “Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls”. This has been true for me as I have found healing through discovering the truth about my past and present which allow me to build a future of my own choice. I have clients who have known abuse in childhood and infidelity in marriage leading to disabling limitations. And yet, explore that pain and wounding and on the other side has been the path to self-love and the joy of living the life they feel they truly deserve- fulfilling, love-filled, meaningful and on purpose.
The path to your bliss usually comes in unexpected ways. It is not what your “head” would normally identify as the proper path. Typically, it leads you towards all kinds of opportunities that seem out of the ordinary. In my life, I had a career in science mapped out. However, my intuition or “gut” took me toward martial arts and within a decade I had ditched the neuroscience career and was teaching people Karate, Aikido and Iaido and how to apply those principles to have greater success in business, relationships and life in general. That opened doors to life coaching and workshop facilitation as well as volunteering for Samaritans. As Campbell said, “we must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.”
The doors to freedom
Those things that you seek to recover that make you feel whole, are often those things that you fear. To survive without them, you make them wrong or bad or fearful. Yet you feel like something is missing and so you go in search of them. You become caught in this interplay between moving towards what you seek and away from what you fear.
It takes great courage to face these challenges. The last quote from Campbell, “The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek” points to this truth. If you want your life to flourish, you cannot settle for survival. You find a way to allow yourself to thrive.
This has always been the narrative of the Hero’s Journey- think Star Wars or Harry Potter. The Hero’s Journey is not only a modern theme- it is as old as humanity. You’ll see it in the Old and New Testaments of the Bible, the Koran, the Bhagavad Gita in Hinduism and The Tale of Gilgamesh from Babylon. You are the hero of your life- the only one who can set you free from the fear that currently holds you back from living that fulfilling life. The same life that finds its meaning in facing these fears. In facing your fears, the clarity of your purpose begins to coalesce. Your Light shines brighter and brighter as you face more fears and rediscover the house that is you, illuminating your way and allowing you to share your gifts with the world.
Gifts to the World
Find whatever means you can to bring your gifts to the world. They are sorely needed and in living them, you will live the fulfilling life you dream for yourself. There will be challenges. There may even be dragons. And there will be Princes and Princesses, Kings and Queens, adventures and miracles. Life is not complete without the Light AND the dark, pain and joy, love and fear. Learn ways to embrace the Light, find the joy and allow the love to flow. Pain, fear and darkness are always present. In your Light the darkness is banished, the fear becomes manageable and the pain you feel a product of the power of your love. So, seek the Light and rediscover the house that is YOU.
Over to you
If you’d like to rediscover your Light and find your purpose to make life more fulfilling and meaningful for you, why not contact me and we can discuss how you can begin to make that a reality.